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Old 08-14-14, 05:24 PM   #21
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Old 08-20-14, 05:21 AM   #22
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sounds like you need real friends, friends are there for through the good and bad, those people who take off during the bad times were not your friends to start with.

Bible says about friends that true friends stick closer to you than a brother.

Hey you want to know secret? There is a cure for the pain you feel, want to know it?

Its called loving up above and loving each other as yourself. The cure is love, loving spiritually and loving people.try it out next time you are in pain try loving someone else even a stranger, do something for them you would like done for you. you do it on here all the time with your kind words, if you see a man hungry give him sandwich, look for every opportunity to love people.

That's it the cure, Love.

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Old 08-20-14, 05:37 AM   #23
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Well trust me, i am person who literally loves everyone, not for Bible, not for God, for myself. I know that being loved means a lot to people, because that is the thing that i dont have, i love every person, but that is two-edged sword, because i am opened to being hurt by every person. Why? Because i truly care about everyone.

I truly hope that one day i will get some of love given, returned.
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Well, I don't know you at all. And, You NSD have come to my rescue several times. I know you've shown me your love. I see it all the time on here. What brought you here - out of the blue; seemingly? Just curious. I left for over 6 months. My God told me I needed to return here in June. Bad circumstances (regrettably). I 'm here nonetheless. And know now TTL is my home, and think its also yours.

I'm glad you are here. And hope you will feel love, you deserve. In real life also

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Old 08-20-14, 05:59 AM   #25
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Thanks to all for support.


Well, what brought me here was my depression and suicidal feelings that started when summer started, since during the school year (i call my uni school) i am always surrounded with people, so my depression and suicidal feeling are under control then (most of the time). And when schools over, then its like the wave of loneliness hits me, and basically roles change, bad mood becomes my common mood, and happiness is the thing that i feel on rare occasions. So one day when i had crisis i typed out all sorts of stuff in google and found this place. Funny thing is, that for a week or so i havent posted anything, although i truly needed some support then.

And yeah, this place is more of a home to me, then my real home.
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Well trust me, i am person who literally loves everyone, not for Bible, not for God, for myself. I know that being loved means a lot to people, because that is the thing that i dont have, i love every person, but that is two-edged sword, because i am opened to being hurt by every person. Why? Because i truly care about everyone.

I truly hope that one day i will get some of love given, returned.
I think you already have. :)
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Old 08-20-14, 06:19 AM   #27
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I was refering to real life TBH. But all love and care that i get here also helps a lot. ^^
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I dont see any use in respect.
Why not? You've experienced being disrespected. Doesn't it suck?

Millions of people would give their left arms to have the aptitude, intelligence, money, and discipline to be able to become doctors. They're at the top of the heap, near CEOs.
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Old 08-20-14, 08:03 AM   #29
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Because my wish isnt to be respected, my wish is to be cared about, to have someone actually care about me, like i mentioned in some post, sometimes i feel like it would be better if people started humiliating (disrespecting, bullying any word) me again, then to be what i am now- invisible.

It sucks, but not as much as being invisible to world.

And it doesnt neccesserely mean that i will succeed in becoming a doctor, only time will tell...
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I would love to be invisible, sorry if I can't really relate. I would much rather be left to own devices and succeed on my terms that to be bullied or manipulated or lectured into conformity or being "normal".
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