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Old 10-18-06, 02:31 PM   #11
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i know what u say is true but the pain in my head tells me its the best thing for me i dont and cant live like this i just want everything to be happy but its not going to happen
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Old 10-18-06, 02:41 PM   #12
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I know, Shawn, I know exactly how you feel. I live like this: every morning when I wake up, the first thing I think about is how much I want my life to be over. I really want death. I've wanted death for years and years and years. But then I look at my kids. And I ask myself, "Could I do that? To them? To the people who mean more to me than anything else on this whole earth?" Because they are the ones who would be the most affected by my death. I know that if I killed myself I'd be condemning them to live in hell for the rest of their lives. Not to mention that I'm bipolar and that shit is genetic and I'm worried that I might have unwittingly passed this sack of misery onto these two innocent souls...I can't just abandon them now...but don't even get me started on that shit. The point is, I know that you want to die, but you've got to keep going!!!! You can't quit yet!!!! You're a father, you've got a lot of responsibility!!!! I know, it really sucks to feel this way!!! But you're going to do this life, because you know you have to. You have to be strong, for them. It takes a lot of guts to kill yourself, but I think it takes even more to live like this...you're strong. You can do this. Keep going!!!! Your kids need you!!!!
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shawn - All this going on; it's very understandable. You're pain/suffering. Can't you call & talk to them? You know, there's always more options, than something like that; think of your kids dear. We're thinking of you....

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Old 10-18-06, 10:45 PM   #14
 
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you have to be wait on happiness in this situation. but you cant leave the kids behind...you have to see this through. it's hard, yes, and nearly exhausting, but you can do it. the kids need you to stay.

please be nice to you.

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Old 10-19-06, 12:28 PM   #15
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been to work today had a bad morninghad to ring the doc to get an appointment went to see him tonight he told me to double up on my pills so i will see how i go hope they work
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shawn - Good to hear that you/your doctor are working as a team; together on this! I know things get hard at times; I think we can all relate to that, but hang in there dear. You always have us too....

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