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Old 02-02-13, 01:22 PM   #1
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I'm not sure if I want to die or what, but I'm really not enjoying anything anymore. I feel like I'm just sticking around because of indignation and apathy. A lot of the time I try to distract myself with recreational drug use, because I just feel so angry and exasperated with my situation that I want to make it slowly worse and worse so that I can justify hating myself. Over this last year, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia following an extended incident of having deluded myself into thinking I had been dead for about a year and then hallucinating my girlfriend as being a physical manifestation of death (that relationship, needless to say, didn't work out). So now I don't really have much of a positive prognosis, and every day my hallucinations tend to get a little more sinister and subtle, and I feel like I'm losing touch with reality. I don't know what I want to do anymore
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Old 02-04-13, 07:38 PM   #2
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Talk.. Talk to some one any one... I'm sorry it took so long to reply. I wish I could give you a big hug....so here is an internet hug
I hope things look up for you<3
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Old 02-04-13, 07:53 PM   #3
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Try talking to your parents first, if possible.

You sound like your going thru hell. Maybe they can help, or get you the help you need.

I hope you find some peace.
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