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Old 07-09-06, 02:59 AM   #1
 
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The song Mad World by Gary Jules is one of those that really reflects my experience of this life. Oddly this includes the line "The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had." When i was younger a pretty consistant theme in my dreams involved me saving or helping someone and in the process being injured myself. In some of these dreams i "died" and at that moment woke up. These were never nightmares though, they were actually good dreams and the ones in which i died really were the best. Its hard to describe but i simply felt good when i woke up from those dreams.
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Old 07-10-06, 10:03 PM   #2
 
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honey please. Everyone dies at one point or another. But having dreams of dying and being happy is sad to hear. I've had many of those dreams, but woke up bawling. Im 16 and have tried to commit suicide 3times. Of which all failed. Nobody wants you to die. I dont, and i dont even know you. I read you post, and i cant let you think that you being dead would make you happy. In the end, your really hurting everyone else. Dont die, i dont want you to, and neither do any one else. Please.

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i agree with depressed!! don't die -
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Old 07-12-06, 08:19 AM   #4
 
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Hey, depressedme4ever. If i was capable of killing myself i would be dead by now. So im stuck living out this crappy life at least untill something bad enough happens to help push me over the edge. I understand that you dont want me to die, but its not true that no one wants me to die. Hell, i dont want anyone to die either, but I know for a fact though that there are people who would prefer me dead.
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Old 07-12-06, 06:13 PM   #5
 
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hi there. what's going on to cause this? how long have you felt this way?

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Old 07-13-06, 02:39 AM   #6
 
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I have felt this way for about 3 years. Due to events i described in my post in the Meet the Community forum (https://takethislife.com/viewtopic.php?t=79) i found myself questioning the value of human life and since then everything has been downhill for me. Add to that the fact that i am a bad person and life is pretty unbearable. You are just going to have to take my word on it that i am a bad person i am not going to elaborate on that point.

I guess the basic problem is that the thing thats "going on" to "cause this" is life itself. Sure theres some things that could happen that would make it better, but there is also so much that as far as i can tell are simply facts of life and are never going to get better.

If there is anything of Ayn Rands philosophy that still influences me it is the idea that if you are faced with a evil you cant fight against the least you can do is not participate in it. There are simply to many fucked up things about human life for me to feel comfortable even participating in it.
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