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Old 07-21-06, 11:31 AM   #1
 
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Ive been feeling this way for years on and off-but mostly on. now Ive been feeling it for months straight through. its been worse then before and I just cant figure it out. Ive tried to kill myself years ago-but that didnt work and when I had the chance to do it I chickened out. I would never chicked out now if I had the chance. I hate feeling this way-esspecially since I moved and couldve just completely started over fresh-but that was a no go. I fucked up on that! I let "friends" see my depressed (overly depressed) yet to them it looked like I have a problem drinking! I barely ever get drunk anymore!! Its like I got this one sided viewpoint of me from them just cuz I was dumb enough to start talking. I say the wrong things and do the wrong things. its so stupid cuz I feel like Im a feakin teenager hurting cuz i feel lonely when I should just accept the fat that noone gives a shit-that throughout my life-people have hated me and will always hate me and that this group will eventually too; if they havent already. I cant get over this shit. I just know I need to get the fuck out-find a certain way of dying or find some actula decent help-but I doubt anyone will even read this. Noone cares. Im so pathetic Ive resulted to get it out online-rather then talk to a person in person...cuz i have nobody to confide in..well; anyone that gets me anyway.

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Old 07-21-06, 11:51 AM   #2
 
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Hey, I know how you feel. My friends are my boyfriends friends so If I am depressed they all think I am just being a b*tch. People just dont understand unless they know how we feel. I am not going to tell you how to kill your self. I dont think that there is a succesful way until it is your time. I dont know if I am being any help so I am going to stop writing and if you think I am any help let me know. Okay cause i am here for you.
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Old 07-21-06, 12:01 PM   #3
 
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Hi Bill, there are people who will care for you and do, already. They are compassionate and responsive. They are here on this site. I'm very glad you came here because you will find support here to get through the crisis and then to advance out of whatever funk you are in. We respect one another here. No matter what they deal with, or what they've done, or what they believe. We will not encourage you to end it, but we will encourage you to look within yourself and find the hope that tomorrow, next week, next month or next year, on the horizon, or even the next minute, things will look better. There is hope Bill. I'm glad you came here.
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