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Old 11-19-18, 02:07 AM   #1
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The've been trying to break me for years...looking for weak spots.

I think they have finally achieved their goal. I feel broken in so many pieces, I dont even know where to start gathering myself back.

I am really trying to make a plan or something in my head, to stay positive and believe it's not all lost for me. And I can't find no strength or will...or reason...
Seems like I will never be happy again... I dont even remember what it feels like, to be happy
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Old 11-19-18, 02:11 AM   #2
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I can not even find a relief in anything.

I tried taking bath with epsom salt, I tried to eat something good, I tried to watch a good movie, I tried to sleep, I tried to work more...I tried some pills...

No matter what I do, all I can think of is " I DONT WANT TO BE HERE".

It has NEVER been so bad for me...And the holidays just making it worse.
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Old 11-26-18, 03:57 PM   #3
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I’m new to the forum, so I obviously don’t know your story. I’d love to hear it if you’re willing to share. Maybe I could try to help.
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Old 11-27-18, 02:26 AM   #4
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Sorry for the delay. I was upset and hurt that you insisted that we are "pack animals."

Anyway, the very act of seeking pleasure only leads to more pain. If you can accept that "all is suffering" you will feel content.

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Old 12-28-18, 11:51 AM   #5
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Hi. I understand your feeling people always trying to change me. I have finally broke and now it’s been 5 years and I can’t get going still. Work is the hardest, feeling worthless feeling there is no purpose in life makes me think why keel this going. Im older and working in a younger company just adds to the problem. I have never felt like I fit here. I’ve work at this company 18 months and over the last 13 months i just wonder why I do it. Looking for a job at 56 sucks, nobody wants to hire you, again just in forcing the worthless feeling. If your younger please try to correct this feeling. Sorry I can’t provide you advice I have not been able to fix myself.
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