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Old 04-22-17, 04:33 AM   #1
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Hello, I Google searched apathy and suicide and it brought me to this site. So here I am. Thinking about killing myself, thinking it is my apathy, that I wear like a force field around me, leading me to this destination. As I age, I'm 55 now, the less I care about, the less enjoyment I have. I've know for years now how sad my life is, caring about nothing, except 2 stupid dogs. So I started going to counseling, to relive my painful childhood. Oh what fun! Then 8 months ago I thought the BDSM lifestyle would make things interesting. Random sex, men hurting me calling me a slut whore... shouldn't that make me feel something? Or maybe it's the danger of it all that I was drawn to. I think I'm bored with that. Of course I never told my shrink about the stuff as I didn't want anyone to stop me. I'm exhausted, this life is exhausting searching for nothing, going nowhere. I have been collecting what I need. Daily I look at my 'bootie' wondering when is the day, when is the last day?
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Old 04-22-17, 07:10 AM   #2
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I'm not an apathic, but i also ask 'when is the last day'. 24 years in shit. I say to myself that i should'nt commit a suicide, and i try to contemplate about life a lot. It is helping me. Don't kill yourself. Life is precious. Besides you'll die one day like everyone else. No need to fasten it. Life is about the experiences.
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Life is not precious, life is a burden I could easily do without. I am apathic. I never bothered with councelling, waste of time and waste of money.
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