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Old 08-01-11, 03:22 PM   #11
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Why? x
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Old 08-01-11, 03:57 PM   #12
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I can't talk about my personal things in this thread..because this is your thread....

You can find my thread in the suicide forum as well.

https://www.takethislife.com/suicide-...ery-day-63100/

Right now I'm seeing mutilated people in my head wherever I go...I'm very scared right now..scared to death. But...some part of me does not want to die...I am so scared of the things I see in my head.

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Old 08-01-11, 04:01 PM   #13
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I just wish that we both can go to sleep at night in peace.
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Old 08-01-11, 04:40 PM   #14
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I'm scared too. For you. For Reckoner. For myself. I'm so tired I have come to the point where I'll make my will as soon as I can - simple everything to my two sisters. I can't stay here anymore with a purposeless life and feelings of being not good enough. I want to go quietly into the peace I long for. We are all trying so hard to save ourselves.... But in my case I don't know why. Usually I can find a little something to try to stay around for but.... I feel so useless to you but I embrace you. The human touch, when it's sincere allows you to express that grief without hiding. It's good to have your despair acknowledged. I cry with you tonight.
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Old 08-01-11, 04:46 PM   #15
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I can't talk about my personal things in this thread..because this is your thread....

You can find my thread in the suicide forum as well.

https://www.takethislife.com/suicide-...ery-day-63100/

Right now I'm seeing mutilated people in my head wherever I go...I'm very scared right now..scared to death. But...some part of me does not want to die...I am so scared of the things I see in my head.
I am sorry :( I will look at this now, I can't imagine how scary this must be and I am sorry if I am no help. x

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I just wish that we both can go to sleep at night in peace.
I wish I could sleep forever.

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I'm scared too. For you. For Reckoner. For myself. I'm so tired I have come to the point where I'll make my will as soon as I can - simple everything to my two sisters. I can't stay here anymore with a purposeless life and feelings of being not good enough. I want to go quietly into the peace I long for. We are all trying so hard to save ourselves.... But in my case I don't know why. Usually I can find a little something to try to stay around for but.... I feel so useless to you but I embrace you. The human touch, when it's sincere allows you to express that grief without hiding. It's good to have your despair acknowledged. I cry with you tonight.
I feel the same way :( ... I really really do. I don't want to live this way for any more time than I have ... I just want to sleep now, and forever. It kills me that we are both saying these things and that its what we really want, I feel its the saddest thing ever and it hurts me that I am 16 and feeling like its the end, deep down I know its not right. I just want to die, I can't stop crying so your not alone. xx
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Old 08-01-11, 04:54 PM   #16
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I wish I could be more positive but after raging, Zoloft and a double dose of Xanax.... With a third to come I'm pretty useless. Maybe I can be more positive tomorrow. There is enough room here in the huge hotel bed. We can lie down and maybe get some sleep because there is someone there physically who understands your pain.
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I wish I could be more positive but after raging, Zoloft and a double dose of Xanax.... With a third to come I'm pretty useless. Maybe I can be more positive tomorrow. There is enough room here in the huge hotel bed. We can lie down and maybe get some sleep because there is someone there physically who understands your pain.
I don't know what those things are? I am just praying your safe. Sleep, sleeps the only time I am ok right now. I need sleep.
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Zoloft is an anti anxiety/depression drug (history in my family) - it's daily and slow acting. Xanax is for anxiety and panic attacks and acts more immediately. Used as needed for the bad ones.
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