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Old 11-16-10, 11:29 PM   #1
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i have bi polar, i have had it sense 1999, for about 7 years i didn't know what planet i was on and at times i thought i was a ghost, after 7 years i came back, i did not believe in anything and i had always been a chirstian, during that time i had about 22 suicide attempts over a year i met my wife during this time, reformed my faith moved 850 miles to be with my wife,i know this is not a religious section but god provided the way for me, my live has completely turned around, if your wondering if any one feels the way you do, well i do, i know your trouble and the sadnest, and i know you can come back, maybe not to what you were, but to something even better, in 09 my old doc pulled me off my meds and i did not know my own fiancee(at that time, she is now my wife) i got a new doc and i came back to this world, i have a whole team of professionals working to help me and i do mean a team and now they tell me they can not tell anything is wrong with me and they are trained to see that, they say it is possible i will never have a break down again, this is a miracle, i am not cured, there is no cure for this and i still can not work, i am a better person now, i know the hopeless feelings the weight of depression just hanging over you, i don't have all the answers, i don't know why this happens to people, but there is hope, so if you feel alone don't, because you are not and if your losing hope, well don't, there is hope, and if you need a friend, i will be yours and if your wondering if anyone loves you, well don't, cause i love you, you are loved and i understand, it is easy to say but my words come from my heart out of love as i have been taught by my king. i have been where you are at, i am not preaching religion, just offering love no matter what your faith, no matter who you are, all i can say is don't stop trying thanks for reading
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Thanks for sharing, I'm glad yours is a success story! Congrats on your marriage!
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"...hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption, winding in, winding out, the shine of which has caught my eye..." "vindicated, i am selfish, i am wrong, i am right, i swear i'm right, i swear i knew it all along, i am flawed, but i am cleaning up so well, i am seeing in me now, the things you swore you saw yourself.."
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Crimson,

That's very inspirational. God truly does amazing work to turn the lives around of His children. I suffered from clinical depression for several years. It wasn't until I renewed my faith in Jesus that HE turned my life around and took away all depression (and all my weekly panic attacks - haven't had one for over a year). By Jesus' hand and God's grace can all forms of depression be abolished.
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thank you so much, i am glad i could share my story, god loves us all and wants to help if we just let him
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Crimson

I have replied to your posts in the past, sometimes we have crossed swords but that is probably down to me as I have become a twisted, argumentative so-and-so.

I have not known your full story...until now.

Those lost 7 years must have been like hell upon earth.

I'm glad that you have turned things around and found the love of your life (your wife) and God.

Keep on truckin'........Don't quit.
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you have overcome a lot in your life, im glad you have found your faith and the love of your life, im glad you are here to offer kind words and to share a success story so everyone can see that it is indeed possible to acheive.
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thanks for sharing crimson, glad things have worked out for you, your message was well said my friend.
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Oh crimson I've really missed you. Congratulations on your marriage! I'm so happy for you guys. I love you too sweety. YOu are really an inspiration to the rest of us and I wish you much joy in your marriage.
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