Because of my relentless narcissism I’m taking a course of SARMs at the moment. Maybe it’s because I’m a depressive or maybe it's a coincidence but I feel incredibly low. It’s better than steroids when I would feel incredibly depressed and like a 15 year old boy but it really makes me wonder if it’s worth it. If I didn’t have such esteem issues I doubt I would

what is sarms if you dont mind me asking

Selective Androgen Receptor Modulators. They're basically an alternative to steroids. No need for injections and hopefully fewer side effects. The big advantage though is that there is much less of a need for post cycle therapy to kickstart the natural production of testosterone.
They do have some strange and nasty side effects though - vision being affected by Andarine for example.

Some people I know take steroids or SARMs as a help for depression. Doesn't seem to work for me though

there are other things to help with depression. SSRI's and SNRI's

Yes of course there are and I have taken quite a few of them although not often because I don't like the side-effects of nausea. But that's not why I'm taking SARMs. I'm taking them for muscle enhancement reasons and any feelings of improved mood would be a bonus.

it took me a month but i got over the nausea of citalopram but i found it very helpful to me but of course every one is diffrent

I took Citalopram, for months but I always had to take the minimum strength because the nausea never went away. Ultimately I gave up taking SSRIs because I don't think they ever helped, although you could say that concentrating on trying not to vomit didn't leave me enough time to be depressed. But again I don't take SARMS or steroids for depression, although some people do