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Old 08-04-16, 07:41 AM   #1
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Well I messed up and dumped six years of being clean down the drain. My fathers family came to visit and it triggered me so badly and I wasn't expecting it to be that way. I made the decision to just smoke a little weed, and it ended up with me going from that to my old drug of choice for the weekend. I really don't want to go down that road again, but at the same time I want to feel that way again and I feel like I'm shit for it all.
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Old 05-14-17, 11:12 PM   #2
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Hi there man,

I haven't been online here for rather a long time but it's great to see you're still around. It's definitely not so great that things seem to be going pear shaped for you.

I'm really sorry for that. I'm in the throws of my own struggle with addiction and I feel that anything I could say that would be useful would be hopelessly hypocritical.

I just hope you're ok. Maybe you have messed up. But that doesn't make you a mess-up. Ha. Does that sound stupid. Probably, but I think it's true.

One thing a therapist said to me once that quite stuck home was that it's never too late to make a good decision.

Anyhoo, I'm praying for you. It would be great to talk- I know how impossible this stuff is when there's no-one to bounce things off.

Take good care of yourself.
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