I've become really dependant on them. When I first got that magical pill, it took me a safe, warm world. Now those measly 2mg diazepam doesn't touch the sides, so I'm looking for more.
Now it's come to the point where a 20mg tamazepam doesn't do anything
So that leads to heavy drinking, which I hate as it just makes me sick and doesn't give me that delirium the pills once did and I'm desperate for that feeling again, but more benzos are so hard to get hold of
So then I start taking anything with a slither of opium in such as gross tramadols, codeines which all make me ill
I'm currently sober as hell on a 7.5mg zopiclone which used to knock me out
Can anyone help? I need to get over this before school