I don't know if I've posted this in the right place. I'm not even sure if this is even abuse.
An ex boyfriend made me do discusting things to him and on Skype to him I always said no but he'd use mind games to make me do it things like he loved me and would come and see me.
I'm really ashamed and embarrassed and ashamed of myself I feel vile I hate myself. I've never really spoke about this before.
I don't know what to do