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It's not anything wrong with you, but it is a problem you need to deal with.
People who self harm, usually does it to focus on a physical pain rather than a psychological pain.
I would recommend going to a therapist to talk about underlying causes.
Once you feel the urge, like i said many times before to you, try and punch a plushie, yell, throw stuff around, just dont harm yourself. You can also do what many people suggest and try and get a rubber band. It can help you out a bit. I have one, butt didnt tested it yet, i didnt have any crysis lately.
Nothing is wrong with you honey. Been there, done that. It gets better. Don't feel guilty. Just hang in there. Fight it. It'll all be okay one day. *hugs*