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Old 08-19-08, 11:32 AM   #1
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school starts tomorrow... im really nervous about going. i had a miserable time last year with grades and sports and friends. and this summer has been so relaxing. i just dont want to be miserable again. this year is going to be worse i can already tell. im expected to keep my gpa high, make the varsity softball team and one of my ex best friends (whom i still really care about) is going to be a freshmen witch just adds to all the pain. i'll see her everyday without being able to talk to her... i hate my life. im not ready to go back. i dont want to hurt like i did last year. :(
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Old 08-19-08, 11:39 AM   #2
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do you even enjoy the softball?

what happened w/your friend, if u don't mind my asking?
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Old 08-19-08, 11:50 AM   #3
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yes i love softball, my team, we've been together forever and we're like a little family. but this year is different because the former freshmen team (us) will now be compeating for spots among the junior varsity and varsity team... and im expected to make varsity... its just a lot of pressure... and now i'll have to work against my friends... :(

my friend, she was really the closest friend ive ever had. we got really close and we told each other everything. she had family problems kinda liek me and i told her about my depression and everything. she always made me feel so good about myself. i was on top of the world when i was with her. idk. but i found out she had lied about everything. that she just wanted to relate to me because she thought i was "cool". but even though she lied it didnt matter to me. i still would have given anything for her. i had told her things i have never told anyone. and i leaned on her for support. but she didnt want anything to do with me anymore. she said it was an awkward relationship. and i havent talked to her since :( :(
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ouch. that stinks.
but i guess it was awkward for her 'cuz you knew she lied. try not to get upset about it. she obviously wasn't who you thought she was. don't know if it's her you miss so much or the person you thought she was, know what i mean?

anyway, did u know there's lots of great math websites, if you start struggling with your math? they go thru the problems w/you step by step & give u worksheets, etc. i wouldn't be surprised if you can find help for all different subjects online. . .
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yeah i understand i guess, thanks blue.
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school starts today
im so nervous
i'll miss you guys.
tomorrow is my last session with my therapist before she moves
there are so many thoughts going through my head right now
im never going to be able to concentrate :(
ughhh i feel like crying...

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I'm going to be starting school again too. I'm still grieving for my cat and I'm wondering if school stress is going to make my depression worse.
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thinking of you, ozzy.
let us know how it went.
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im sorry bt...
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.... well im home now... i met all my teachers, they seem nice. all mine are pretty young and seem like they want to help us learn. i hope they like me... :( , and i hope they know i really try. even if it doesnt seem like my work shows it... it's so hard though. to concentrate. and i was thinking about what you had said blue... about softball. and i dont know if i really enjoy it. i think my parents enjoy it more.... so i wanted to talk with them about it and then started yelling at me about how i need to keep playing and how what im doing isnt even enough. that i need to join more clubs and shit... they dont understand how overwhelming everything is for me. how hard everything is... and to top off my wonderful day of high school my ex friend smiled at me as i was walking to the bus. i was already aobut to cry but when i saw her smile i just wanted to hit her... she doesnt know how bad she hurt me. how bad im still hurting. everything is so overwheling right now... and im still thinking about my therapist... i dont want her to leave me... uhhhhggg i should just shut up and die i need to stop complaining. some kids dont even get to go to school... my parents are right. .. im a selfish little bastard... :cry: :cry:
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you don't seem selfish at all. you give so much here, you seem to really care about others. i'm sorry they say that to you. . . :(
sheesh. school is crazy. all the stress of getting good grades, of clubs & teams & volunteering. personally, i think being a kid now must be much more stressful than when i was a kid. seems a lot more competitive these days. . :(
sorry this is all stressing you out so much. ..
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