Ok so you can just call me sonic.
I'm having trouble at school and i'm gonna graduate soon next year. I wanna go to college but i'm afraid to talk to my counselors, my parents don't know much about me worrying or they'll just tell me to work at it myself. I have a fiancée who is really deeply in love with me. And i feel selfish and ashamed to let her down as i know she would work super hard to support my lazy behind. I'm not lazy i just have a really poor work ethic. I'm getting bad grades in school ann i doubt i can get any scholarships. I'm just stressed and sad right now.