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Old 09-07-10, 10:37 PM   #1
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Ok so you can just call me sonic.
I'm having trouble at school and i'm gonna graduate soon next year. I wanna go to college but i'm afraid to talk to my counselors, my parents don't know much about me worrying or they'll just tell me to work at it myself. I have a fiancée who is really deeply in love with me. And i feel selfish and ashamed to let her down as i know she would work super hard to support my lazy behind. I'm not lazy i just have a really poor work ethic. I'm getting bad grades in school ann i doubt i can get any scholarships. I'm just stressed and sad right now.
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Old 09-07-10, 10:51 PM   #2
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Hey Sonic!

Welcome to TTL!
Glad you joined. We are all here to support each other.
I am sorry you are having a hard time now... Does your college have a Psychology Dept? My college has it and I got help from them at first...and later on they helped me to get transfered to a clinic. You should check it out.... I had to drop 2 classes because I just couldn't take it.

You are lucky that you have someone that loves you! That is a point for you.


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Old 09-07-10, 11:39 PM   #3
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i actually go to high school. but we don't have a psychology department. :( we have counselors but i don't wanna talk to them. Then they'll call me out of class or talk to my parents and they can't find out me being engaged or i'm dead. I just love my fiancée so much. i don't wanna make her stay with me if i fail cause i know she will. But if i tell her that i can't support her, i'm a loser and she shouldn't be with me, she'll probably mope around for the rest of her life. I think i just want the best for her is what i want. And i don't want her to waste her time on me. I sometimes wish i was never born. She probably would've fallen in love with a guy who could support and love her better than me.

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