I'm in year 9 Secondary school(high school) about 2 years ago i went on holiday and i met a really bad crowd of people. When i was only 12 i was hanging out with 15 year olds who smoke, have sex etc. And i made a friend with an 11 year old who smoked weed.
One night we were talking in the reception lobby until 1 or 2am, and they usually go round the side of the hotel to smoke, this girl called Liana and a guy called Perry. There were alot of other random people just hanging out talking including me. So after a minute or two i get offered a cigerette, the first time i say no. Idont want anything to do with it, i know the impact etc. I go to bed that night and i think to myself that i want to atleast try it, only once. I dont want to live my life not knowing what its like to smoke and i really didnt want to wait until i was 18. So the next night rolled around and we were there again and sure enough went round the side of reception but this time i said yes when i was offered, and when i took that puff i coughed and weezed and everyone laughed. I hadto share this one with everyone.
Later on that week my friend, who is 11, got some weed and poked 2 holes in a coke can and put this weed ontop on the holes and sucked in through the top of the can. I felt experimental and thought i'm on holday, only doing this for a week, its no like im gonna keep doing this when i get home. How wrong was i. Anyway i got some wiffs of this weed.
So i get back home after the holiday and im dying to tell someone about what happened. My best friend at the time played an online game called runescape with me, i tell him over that game. This was worst decision of my life. And he goes on the tell someone at my school. You know what happens with interesting stories, they spread like wildfire in a school. In like a week or 2 people were coming up to me i dont even know them saying do you smoke? people start mocking me 2 fingers by their mouth pretending to smoke, i'm getting shoved into walls people rolling up cigs for me shoving them in my mouth. And to this day i cant go a single day at school without being mocked at least once in some way shape or form. Recently we had to do a smoking survay and as soon as the teacher mentioned it every looked at me sniggering laughing saying my name. The teacher being compleatly confused. How can i numb the pain? Girls feel sorry for me. I feel so helpless and stupid.