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brokenarrow 12-15-10 07:04 AM

my mum
 
well i guess its 5 years since she passed,and though were not a close family it doesnt get any easier this time of year,mum died of cancer two days after my bday and five days before xmas,so i feel pretty awful about everything this time of year,i cant celebrate anything anymore she was the glue that held a fragile family together for one day a year,now nothing,just another day ill be alone leading to another year ill be alone,alone from family,alone from my passed love,just me stupid me crying for so many reasons but not wanting to lift myself up.

AngelHeart 12-15-10 07:19 AM

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Originally Posted by brokenarrow (Post 553574)
well i guess its 5 years since she passed,and though were not a close family it doesnt get any easier this time of year,mum died of cancer two days after my bday and five days before xmas,so i feel pretty awful about everything this time of year,i cant celebrate anything anymore she was the glue that held a fragile family together for one day a year,now nothing,just another day ill be alone leading to another year ill be alone,alone from family,alone from my passed love,just me stupid me crying for so many reasons but not wanting to lift myself up.

Im so sorry about your mum hunny. Im here to listen if you ever want to vent xx :hug:

brandysnap 12-15-10 07:30 AM

((((((((((((((((((((((Broken Arrow))))))))))))))))))))

My thoughts are with you dear - it is a hard time of year for people - I hope you can find some comfort here.x

brokenarrow 12-15-10 08:01 AM

i dont know ive lost 2 important people in my life and when their times are near i shut people out and back my self into the black hole i call my life,i dont want to talk talk is hard without breaking down i just put on music and try and drown out the thoughts of self harm and suicidal thoughts that have plagued me for years but most people have someone to push them in to getting help,yeah i have a drop in centre but theyve never seen me breakdown in front of them.ive told family about things but i just got shouted down and told thats not a nice thing to say,


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