Are there any other veterans with PTSD
 

It's like every step I take I don't know if my own breaking point will be around the corner. . .

Yes, PTSD survivor right here. I'm fighting with it. Sometimes it is stronger, sometimes I am. I sincerely hope that when the breaking point comes, there will be Someone to help you through it. A healthy body isn't one that never gets hurt; it's one that can get well and heal itself. And I think the same thing goes for the soul.