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eric lost 11-26-17 03:27 AM

Sleepless
 
This sounds so dumb and I'm embarrassed talking about it, but I don't know what to do. For probably the last 8 years, I've been taking otc sleeping pills in excessive amounts every single night. I believe it started as an escape from the problems in my life. I hated the process of falling asleep because it left me alone with my thoughts, so the sleeping pills made me not have to deal with them. Years later I've upped the dose to 20 diphenhydramine hcl gel caps, which is 1000 mg. It's been so long that I've conditioned my brain to pair taking them with reducing anxiety. So now if I try to take a smaller amount or not any at all, I get extremely anxious feeling that I need them. More recently, I feel like my vision gets blurry but the next morning it goes back to normal. I'm worried that if I continue, I might wake up with my vision still being blurry. I'm very upset with myself and the few attempts that I've tried to take less, I cave in within like 5 minutes. I just don't know what to do and I was hoping to hear anyone going through the same thing, especially if they were successful in overcoming it.

Enddays 11-28-17 04:23 PM

Don't be embarrassed about it, be worried about it as I think you may be addicted to the sleeping pills. I am really not a medical expert but I read somewhere that overdosing medication can cause liver and kidney failure. Symptoms are excessive sweating as problems with vision. Go and see a doctor straight away. Eric, this sounds very serious and it probably is.:eek:

surfcaster 11-28-17 08:34 PM

I agree with enddays, seek medical help today, maybe AA meeting

stirfry 11-29-17 03:11 PM

Benadryl/diphenhydramine in that amount can easily cause seizures. See a doctor to get off it today. Or if you can't get to a doctor, find a meeting for either AA or NA that you can attend today.

This is a drug that is often used for the feeling it gives, not simply for sleep. It's abused by lots of people, you won't be an oddball for admitting it.


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