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d1fficult 02-14-17 11:09 AM

really scared trying chlorpromazine for first time in 7 years right now
 
So it's came to a point in the mental health hospitals where I change alot or I end up in forensic services (medium secure) and me and the doctors have decided to use chlorpromazine, in a last ditch attempt to try to keep out of secure services. The fact that soon I'll be putting the worst tablet that I've ever taken in my mouth and I've been on alot, again for the first time in Severn years but I'll do anything to stay out of forensic services :hiding:
The plan is to start out quite high but go even higher within the space of one week and two days the plan is to be up to 600mg a day or 200mg at 9am then 200mg at 6pm and then the last 200 mg at nine pm so I'm quite worried but if it works amazeing, I just guess it's a verry scary prospect.
BTW I suffer with ptsd, eupd, dysthimia, anxiety and have self harming tendencys and have had psychological disorders ever since I remember six years old, I'll keep you guys and girls updated :hug:

d1fficult 02-14-17 12:39 PM

Tried it and really love the feeling it gives took 100mg and it feels like I've had some ching (ex legal high powder) really don't know why but it does not really noticing the negatives I had from the 150s from 7 years ago when I was 15 just feeling alert seems to have directly reversed the effect of last time Maby it's just a better feeling than without it or I've become more well versed since then all of my problems are psychological not biologial even the disthymia (depressive disorder) this makes things alot more managebal I like it.


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