I haven't, but medication works different for everyone depending on the chemical imbalances and reactions in our brains. There are SSRI's, SNRI's, etc. and different types of each. I don't think that you can "decide" on what might be best for you just by reviews, a lot of the time it is trial and error after consulting with your doctor. I've tried about 6 different anti-anxiety and anti-depressant meds - some of the ones that worked for me (like xanax) gave me terrible side effects so I couldn't continue with them; others didn't do anything at all for me. I hope you can find something that works for you, but also don't underestimate the power of learning coping skills through counselling :)
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