ive always been like "im never ever gonna take meds, hah!" but it seems like if i want to live outside of mental hospital i have to .
i know i will refuse to take them some days, if im in the mood of arguing with everything and everyone and society in general. and that still happends sometimes.
also there will be days when i will be to given up to take them. and some days i almost have psycosis the entire day and then i really wont bother taking meds lol
and ,, just going off the meds all the time cant be good
also i got the feeling that it wont work
and if theyre about to give me meds for EVERYTHING then ill be so drugged i wont even be able to walk..!
so should i take meds, before i go too insane to save, or should i just ehh say fuck it and eh continiue my life locked up?