Hey, I wasn't sure if I wanna talk about this, but is a problem that has been on my head for weeks, unfortunately I have a social phobia and I've been taking Risperidone for 2 months and it is helping me a lot, but that's not the problem, the problem is that in my past I have pass through a lot of bad things and now that im taking this antipsychotic I can't remember almost all of that things, yes i know it doesn't look like a problem but it is for me, that bad things that i don't remember is like a 7/10 of my life and i don't like just remember 3/10 of my entire life, what if I have to write an autobiography? or something like that, I don't have nothing to write or say about me, who am i? I don't know... and im to afraid to ask.
"What if you just left the antipsychotic?"
No, I can't live a normal life without it, the social phobia is still there, but is less.
Also I think that i have an addiction to the antipsychotic, the state of clear mind that this thing does is very relaxing and left it will be the last thing I'll do.
So, anyone have an advice? or does anyone have pass through this?
Thanks in advance.