Hi everyone, taking valdoxan n 1st week feels great. Wake up great every morning. Neck pain, back pain no more, feel fresh. And it make sleeping a thing to look forward to. I never felt so good for a long time bout my being alive. Went out meeting friends, got 2 jobs offer. Bought a new mobile phone. Repaired my car, waxed it. Feels like getting a gf. Feels like all the negative thinking is gone n have a positive mindset. I thought well it's nice to feel normal again n looking at a positive perspective of life. Enjoyed my food n my daily life. Was going out to eat my favorite foods. Singing n dancing.
Well think n feel again. The negative side of me was just taking a break I guess. As it has returned. 2nd week feels like back to square one......? Everything seems n feels like its pointless to be alive. It's like my new zest of life just made a u turn. Back to reality tht sucks n no way as good as I imagine.
Altho I still sleep well n wakes up each day without pains in my body. But my mood has gone back to depression mood. I don't know what's trigger this? Don't know if it's the medicine or etc. Or my body has adjusted itself to immune back to the medicine...?