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Old 11-01-18, 04:59 PM   #1
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Hi, I am a chronic pain Patient/sufferer now for 17+ years now...It took some time lots of pain, anxiety and cost (not monetarily so much but, emotionally, physically and mentally)....
It cost me my marriage and played a significant negative role for my children!
However, I got through those years and found a pain doctor who listened and took care of me, medicated me correctly....
My family would call me an addict, and say all the horrible things that i am sure most of you have heard your lazy, exaggerating, attention seeking, if only you exercised, ate better etc... you would not be in situation you are in.

Okay long story short my family ended up talkin to my doctor about the high levels of medication and I was on. They complained and were appalled saying that my doctor was killing me.
When he asked them would you rather she has quality of life or quantity of life? She is terminal doesn't have very long would you rather have her curled up in a ball never able to get out of bed not able to engage with family, friends exedra by me limiting her medication waiting or actually ending the pain sooner...
or would you rather her have quality where she can actually get out of bed and engage in life with the right medication?

Well, believe it or not they called the DEA and turned him in since then my life has been a living hell and I'm just over it I'm done! I don't know what to do I sit and cry all day and night and the pain is getting too much I can't stand it anymore!

I'm experiencing abandonment of care! I advocate and even been to DC met with legislators Etc there so much to me but I've lost myself! I have a huge list of suicide due to pain individuals and I'm afraid I'm going to be the next one on it feeling lost scared! Because the pain is so bad I can no longer bring an income I'm losing everything I don't have any money so in Jeopardy of everything being lost! I'm sorry I'll get back to this just wanted to initially get the ball rolling!
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I feel very sorry to hear what you're going through. I agree with the doctor and am sorry your family doesn't understand your pain.
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