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Old 08-28-09, 08:39 AM   #1
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and tell any one in my family until I know for sure,I would like to just vent here.I've read about cervical cancer and the prognosis is really good even if I have it,unless it has spread.But I dont think so.In fact I think it may be nothing.But I have all the symptoms,and have for a while now.Still I refuse to tell anyone in my family until I know for sure ..and if turns out to be nothing I won't even ever mention it to them.So Im just here to relieve my own fears right now.I hate over reacting.
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You're going to get checked out by a doctor though, right?? Like, right now??? Oh god, you must be going nuts with worry x x
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they called me this morning and said come in monday at 2 pm to a cancer center./Talk about fear mongering.I then checked my mail and had a letter that said I am fine and hope i feel better.WTF.I called back and left a message..and they called me back when I was away from the phone and did NOT leave a message to straighten this contradiction out..just saying call me back at blah blah.Well it was too late..they were closed. mmph Why didn't they just say in the message what I needed to know?I may not go at all now.I'm p.o'd I don't like fear mongering and being told its urgent..then this bs.I will call their bluff and not go.I already made the mistake of telling my mother and she didn't give a shit.Exactly why I wanted to wait before telling her or anyone..god forbid..I must be looking for attention...and she couldnt even pretend to give a shit.lol
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I thought abnormal cells are just that and not necessarily indicative of cancerous cells? I had them years back and had them lasered off. I thought (but I could be wrong because I don't google!) it was a precautionary thing....

It sounds to me like you have received a scare but I would certainly follow it through ashes because it is your body and its the only one you have. Regardless of whether your mother gives a shit or not - you should!

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Hi Ashes, try to not worry too much, it is fairly common for women to have this...I've had them lasered off, my daughter at 20 has some as well and is in the process of trying to find a way to afford having the procedure done as well...Damn no insurance!!!

Anyway, they have attributed mine to the human papolloma virus, thats usually why a womans pap comes back like that, ask your doctor but it could be whats going on with you.

I remember freaking a little when I was first told, but everything worked out fine, I'll be sending well wishes your way and please keep us posted <3

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I thought abnormal cells are just that and not necessarily indicative of cancerous cells? I had them years back and had them lasered off. I thought (but I could be wrong because I don't google!) it was a precautionary thing....

It sounds to me like you have received a scare but I would certainly follow it through ashes because it is your body and its the only one you have. Regardless of whether your mother gives a shit or not - you should!

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I decided to blow the whole thing off.No one in my family seemed to care so I don't either.If its just a money making thing I am not interested in being a pawn.And you know..I think I'd refuse treatment anyways.Its a tough call.At my age,single,no kids and no real future ,I think it would be a waste of tax payers money.If it were something serious and pain was involved I'd want pain management.But to go through all this testing ..Im just not worth it.Don't get me wrong..I thin kI deserve to be happy and live the way I want..but time has led me to realize I am inconsequential in this world.
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thanks for the info TA and Delta and for your concern,bluebird :)
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