Just need to vent.
about 4 yrs ago, I told my doctor that I did not feel well, I have dieabetes and he said it was symptoms of this. As time went on I kept telling him that I could smell and taste a strong rotten meat and it was comming from me, he dissmissed it as dieabetes and said that I should seek behaviour help. I declined for about a year.
Now my neck became very heavy, its hard to explain the tremors I had in my neck and the smell that I could only smell was very septic and now my wife was telling me that she could smell it on my blankets and pillows. I was eminating this strange smell from my whole body.
Again I told the dr something wrong but he dissmissed it as being in my head.
Last November I started to see a counselor, I told her that my problems were medical and not in my head and that I only was there on my doctors orders.
In short, January 2011 I had an ultrasound on my neck, Cancer was found in my thyroid and many lymphnoids. I had major surgery March 2011.
So now I am complaining of sever digistive problems. I have gone from 230 lbs to 195 in less than 5 weeks.
The doctor is telling me its in my head. How can this be, when my symptoms are real.
I see myself dieing, my flesh is changing, I am so weak.
I need to hang on to the walls of my house to walk around. I dont want to be here anymore. I just want the doctors to hear me.