I've prayed for death for so long....is this the answer?

My blood work is way out again. After 3rd MRI it is clear, that I don't have a tumor. But I have an autoimmune disease, that has no cure. Thinning hair, dry skin, swollen face, mood swings, cold intolerance and etc.....you name it, I probably have it.

I don't want to live like this. Can someone help me please...I can't do it anymore.

You are an incredible person, I would never be able to keep going after all of that, my goodness. I don't know what else to say. OOO your post title gave me an idea for this poem I'm writing for school though so that's cool.
-Q