I'm dying emotionally. I don't want to deal with the problems these conditions bring on. Family vacations are so stressful! I thought maybe cutting gluten out today would alleviate my depression but it didn't. It's getting late, and my depression is worsening like it always does. I want to take laxatives but I just had a biopsy so I don't know if that will mess me up on the inside. When I don't have food in my stomach, my problems are a lot worse. I think I just need to eat more regularly and maybe my symptoms will abate when I need them to. I really want to take stimulant laxatives tomorrow. I'm scared though. Maybe I should call an advice nurse tomorrow morning. I REALLY don't want to go on a family vacation! I'm so sick and I just want to stay home. My mom really wants to go somewhere. Ugh!

My emotional state is awful. I feel tired, scared, cold, and a bit lonely. I wish my mood would lift. I would deal with this so much better if it did. Actually, I wasn't doing too bad earlier today until the depression worsened. I don't want to go on vacation!

ring the nurse and talk it over with her,

Cutting out gluten takes a few weeeks to take effect on your mood and wellbeing.. so I was told anyway. Call the nurse