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Old 08-27-18, 11:11 PM   #11
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Well, the pain has gotten a tad worse, which makes it ever so fun, especially without any help, but meh, whatever. At least no one is arguing with me, and I'm not being put down on a regular basis.

Also, I've started turning off my physical needs (holding hands, cuddling, etc) as my wife just won't do anything, and that's really starting to aggravate all the pains and my stress plus add to my sleeplessness. Luckily, she won't notice for a month or more, if even then.
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Old 09-11-18, 02:02 AM   #12
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Erf! Getting sleepless again. I learned how to use and make a white sauce and have been making potato and bacon soup, and cheddar chicken with rice, and a few other things too frequently and have agitated my joints and muscles to the point of utter pain and exhaustion, O_o. So I'm having to take a break and wait for it to subside so I can get the dishes I dirtied cleaned. Yeesh!

Really ticks me off when I can't clean the dishes right after use, but at least I get the things that can't be cleaned easy out of the way as soon as possible. After switching to wooden and rubber utensils I don't have to worry about too many scratches in my pans, so that helps in cutting down time I have to stand to clean them. Also, I've moved to more glass, metal, and cast iron cooking as much as I possibly can. Again, easier to clean, even though it's extremely painful to hold them and wash them most times (no dishwasher except for me, O_o. What I'd give for a little help, but meh, I get things done. It just takes me a while).
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Old 09-30-18, 11:24 PM   #14
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Thanks!

Erf! I have been going good to worse more often than usual. Pshew! Needed to do some shopping, so had the wife come with, and good thing, I could barely stand by the end of it. Anyhoo, I think I upset her when I asked her for a back rub. She was a little rough, but meh, anything is better than nothing. A pinched nerve in my back and my knee killing me, plus all the muscle strains through my back/legs/arm, then throw in the crummy sleep I had last night...Hoo boy! What a...pain...HAHAHAHA!
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Old 11-11-18, 12:45 AM   #15
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Pshew! I really hope it's the pain that is causing my mind to not be as good as it used to be, but it's really starting to scare me a bit. Dropping more and more things, and just having a hard time holding onto dishes while cleaning them, plus my driving has gotten much worse. I have a hard time examining distances and my reflexes and ability to scan other vehicles/pedestrians around me is getting much much more difficult.

Though, I did drive to, around, and back from Wichita well enough, so I'm still in here, heh. I think it may have to do with if I'm caring for someone which makes me able to focus a lot better, but that's just a wild guess, O_o. I'm used to it. Been taking care of someone since I was 19, it's almost like a reflex, at least it seems so.

I don't know. I'm just losing my mind, or loosening, heh heh snort chuckle.
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Old 12-18-18, 02:08 AM   #16
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Harrumph! Looks like my left pelvis still hurts pretty bad. Well, not really my pelvis, O_o. It's sort of right at the top left most part where my hip and waist meet. It's extremely excruciating, to boot, o_O. Luckily, it only happens while walking, which is my favorite past time. Of course.

And to top off all that, I got berated by my wife this morning because to her, doing nothing is fun. To me, it's a nightmare I can't wake from. Pshew! I need a vacation from her and the kids. Well, at least my eldest hasn't cussed me out again, and we have been talking, too. So that's something.
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Old 03-24-19, 12:30 AM   #17
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The pains have been quite worse lately. Can't even relax, because then I hurt worse. Plus, getting ready for a tooth to go bad, yay. Yeesh! I'm so tired.
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Old 05-25-19, 01:21 AM   #19
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Thanks Sensual...

Welp, an update. My dentist pulled a tooth, but left my wisdom tooth which has a huge hole in it wide open (as the other tooth kept it sealed, sort of). Anyhoo, things still not looking too good. Had been contacted by a chronic pain organization that lead to a site that helps us to find work, but so far, that seems to be going nowhere. Haven't heard back from them. Pshew!

I have made quite a few crafty things, but still, no sales. So still broke.

And to top off that brouhaha, I got my wife to turn off my phone so I could save that money to see a doctor and she has been giving me less money now...

Sometimes I really wish I was suicidal, but I'm not even close. I'm just so bloody tired, and hearing my wife actually sabotaging the chances I'd have at selling some of the crafty things to her rich friends even makes me feel even worse. I'm so bloody tired.
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Old 06-12-19, 11:42 PM   #20
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Welp! Finally saw a doctor, and, big shock, they can't do anything to alleviate the pain, nor can anything be done without an MRI and that's a hell of a lot of change...I think what I'm going to do is attempt to quit smoking. It will be hard, and the stress from my wife and kids will tear me to shreds, but I got to try. That will yield me $50 a month, since having my wife turn off the phone to save that $50 is gone. I guess she decided she wasn't going to give it to me after all. I'm so tired...I can't rest...I just want to relax...Erf! Well, since she finally went with me, maybe, just maybe she'll understand just how difficult it is to get this taken care of...I won't hold my breath, but I can at least hope she will understand, at least enough to let me be so I can either cut back my smoking or quit...Fingers crossed.
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