I have a doctor's appointment Friday, but not with one that can do anything to help me. *shrugs* Besides that, no.
I tried talking to my mom the other day. She got really defensive and said that I'm just being a normal teenager, and that I should stop trying to diagnose myself. That's the problem, though. I'm not a normal teenager. Normal teenagers don't get extremely pissed off, and literally, a minute later, are perfectly content and happy. That's just not the way emotions are supposed to work, I don't think. I know I'm suffering from something (it may not be this, but it's something). I know what's going on with me isn't "normal teenager" but I don't know what it is. Yet, my mom refuses to help me out. Assist me in finding help, because she thinks I'm like "a normal teenager." Perhaps, but I just don't think what I deal with is normal. Half the time, I can't even pretend to be happy. That's how bad it is, sometimes.