Avoidant sounds exactly like me:
avoids occupational activities
that involve significant interpersonal contact, because of fears of criticism, disapproval, or rejection Yes
I'll check out the link, it looks informative
- is unwilling to get involved with people unless certain of being liked Yes
- shows restraint within intimate relationships because of the fear of being shamed or ridiculed Yes
- is preoccupied with being criticized or rejected in social situations Yes
- is inhibited in new interpersonal situations because of feelings of inadequacy Yes
- views self as socially inept, personally unappealing, or inferior to others Yes!
- is unusually reluctant to take personal risks or to engage in any new activities because they may prove embarrassing Hell Yes!