We got two tickets but the one way
And I went with it so I canít say no
I lit a fuse I canít stop
I opened doors I canít lock
Still, I never meant to be this close
And let it slip away
I keep stumbling till I finally miss the last train
Ooh, sheís ready, Iím not ready
I hear people go crazy for steady
But me, I run every time.
This song is killing me. Mentally. I can't hear it without breaking. I start crying.
It always happens to me. They run every time. And I can't stop thinking that its my fault. That its me who's wrong. Like I'm not good enough. I always feel bad about myself.. And when this happens I can't stop crying. It literally kills me on the inside knowing that Ill never be good enough..