some ptsd lyrics i wrote (warning triggering)
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Old 02-21-17, 02:07 PM   #1
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Exclamation some ptsd lyrics i wrote (warning triggering)

so these are some lyrics i came up with about my past and my experiance with ptsd let me know what you think please all input is appreciated.

(verse 1 start)
when your dreams frequently become a horror scene,
when your day is deepley affected by what you dream,
your past following you haunting you like a ghost,
its next to impossable to say its gonna all be fine,
im constantly affected by the past not feeling alright,
so much pain new phobias completly situaltional,
fucked up triggers finding it hard to just survive,
a day filled with to many sexual enuendos is impossible,
to get through but you have to even though its a struggle,
to survive its click click click followed by a boom,
evrything goes cold in the room trying to figure out,
what has triggerd you well i dont know what to say,
i just pray it dosnt decide to chase me into liveing life,
like it did when i was on holucigens and a lot of spice,
liveing with ptsd in your life just is not at all nice,
small things trigering you like a trained assasin,
thats all it takes a smell a sound a veiw one single,
thing can bring back pain but mostley anger,
followed by the shadow of the devil dailey,
coz all it realy takes is a click and your in hell,
a click and you start at the click of the spoon,
locking the circuler lock in the cubard door,
thats why ive been knowen to call out while asleap,
a click and im back to being bent and twisted outa shape,
thats about all that it realy takes feeling the tension,
of a fully growen adult teaching a kid a fucking lesson,
the pain strikes a nerve as i look back and realy consider,
a day in the life a walk in boots so wet it'll cause you to shiver,
tried evry way out still a out with the littlest sucess i never,
can see a day where ill over come or out live survive the pain,
click and im straight back to the bottom of a memmory drain,
clack back to the physical, sexual, and emotional pain i remember,
(verse 1 end)
(chorus start)
a struggle to breathe forever drowning in a ocian,
swepet under by the past while floating in the current,
lug another lung of water as i splutter and choke,
my leg swepet from underneath me pressure pushin,
me down a struggle on the daily basies to survive,
like holding on to debrie clinging onto a memory,
to stay afloat but it dont matter while the waters icy,
your gonna die by prolonged exposure in thee same way,
eternaly struggleing no way to explain the titan has sunk,
i used to stop to chill as i set alight some strong skunk,
but drugs dont make a verry good escape or way out,
how do you even begin to let any one know the fact,
that the reason you cant stay afloat on this day,
is a event that happend over 12 years ago hey,
do you even have a simple idea how stupid it'll sound,
so you choke up and struggle to even say it aloud.
(chorus end)
(verse 2 start)
click clack bang bang going back to being shot at by a gang,
over night and i still remember it like it was last night man,
they kidnapped my brother so i did what i felt i had to runnin,
up against them with a samari sword and machattie seen,
in their ends by an older and they came all back bustin,
the only thing stoppng me being tost my bro opend the gate,
so as i take another walk down memorys lane i remember,
what happened in the past from the repsoitory like er,
another fisical restraint that lasted over 10 hours the powers,
that are soposed to protect are physicaly abuseing me,
punches kicks presure locks putting me in alot of pain,
like fuck i was only eight no its not allright i just hate,
the fact that you twisted me to the point of muscle ache,
your knee behind my kneck in another physical restraint,
so as i take a trip down memorys lane i remember,
what happened in the past from the repository like er,
all the mental mind manipulation and stipulation,
being told what my father had apparently done,
since i entered care at the young age of six,
being mentaly malipulated with the implants of false,
memorys untill the point that all i remember is what im told,
so i just begin to beleive just to reduce my rebiliation,
so as i take a trip down memorys lane i remember,
what happened in the past from the repository like er,
getting locked in the cubbard with another boy at the age,
of eight well lets just say my mouth was precupied,
with getting raped the worst part was little dude,
was to young to cum so after a few miniutes,
he like straight pissed down my fucking throught,
i remember being to weak to do anything at all,
so submerged in total darkness i get a salty,
taste of his warm fucking piss it dribbles down my cheak.
(verse 2 end)
(chorus start)
a struggle to breathe forever drowning in a ocian,
swepet under by the past while floating in the current,
lug another lung of water as i splutter and choke,
my leg swepet from underneath me pressure pushin,
me down a struggle on the daily basies to survive,
like holding on to debrie clinging onto a memory,
to stay afloat but it dont matter while the waters icy,
your gonna die by prolonged exposure in thee same way,
eternaly struggleing no way to explain the titan has sunk,
i used to stop to chill as i set alight some strong skunk,
but drugs dont make a verry good escape or way out,
how do you even begin to let any one know the fact,
that the reason you cant stay afloat on this day,
is a event that happend over 12 years ago hey,
do you even have a simple idea how stupid it'll sound,
so you choke up and struggle to even say it aloud.
(chorus end)
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