I'm not one to believe all dreams should be interpreted as meaning anything. In fact this is the first time I've ever had a dream that I feel like may have meant anything.
The dream itself wasn't weird, its how it correlated with my own mood of late that has had me thinking about it.
First off, let me say, I've been depressed off and on for about a year. My personal vices I use when I pretty much stop giving a shit about the world are eating myself sick, watch a ton of porn, and sometimes even call phone personals and sex lines, as embarrassing
as it is to admit that. I probably would be out sleeping around if I wasn't really anti-soical. I have pretty much no friends outside work, rarely go out, and am often uncomfortable
in social settings.
Anyway, for the last month or so, I've become really fed up with my job. I've done my best to keep working but sometimes I just have to half ass my way through the day.
I've been feeling pretty good the last week or two, and finally a few days ago, I got in to see a psychiatrist got some meds. That night, through, I had a really vivid dream. I dreamt that I was at work, and a former female co-worker was there. Forget how it lead to this but in the dream we ended up having sex, and in doing so I pretty much blew off my work (forgive the expression).
That day, my depression hit me hard for the first time in a couple weeks. I ate junk food, didn't work out, felt like crap, half assed my work as much as possible, and after work, binged on porn and sex lines. The dream didn't really have an affect on my depression. I'm not really sure what triggered it.
Not sure why I'm posting this. I just though the correlation was really odd. In my dream I neglected my responsible
to feed my sex drive, then in real like, my depression causes me to do the same thing.