I have the lowest self-esteem imaginable. I donít think I met a single guy ever who has a lower self-esteem than I do. It really affects everything in my life. At work, at school, I am extremely quiet, because of my social anxiety I am afraid to initiate conversations. I am very insecure with myself, my looks, my intelligence, everything. I constantly doubt myself. I am extremely jealous of other people, especially men I see that can get women. I feel like an inadequate man. I feel most insecure around women I find attractive. I donít have any friends. I feel insecure around just about every guy that I come across, I always find something to make me feel I am not good enough. I question whether I am smart enough for college, I question whether I am a likeable person that people would want to be friends with, I am bitter but also scared of women because 99.9% have rejected me in my life. My self-esteem is so low that Iíd rather stay in my room everyday than venture out into the world; I just donít want people to see me.
When my ex broke up with me she told me I had very low self-esteem and that I am full of self-hatred and it was a huge turn off. After that she said no women would want to be with me being the way I am, she then told me never to talk to her again. After that experience I knew I was lower than scum. She was the one and only girl who I always knew to be accepting and understanding yet she was so cruel to me in the end. She always told me how she hated cocky guys but then sheíd tell me how she could never understand how people can hate themselves, I think a cocky guy would be best for her since she is so insensitive to people with low self-esteem. I know women are more known than men to suffer with low-self-esteem and poor image of themselves but I constantly see women in that predicament with friends and bfís. However I donít ever see guys with low self Ėesteem and no confidence be that lucky, hell I donít even really see guys that have lower self-esteem period. I feel as if I am in a minority-being a guy with low self-esteem.
Do any of you guys on here suffer from low self-esteem?
Maybe what Iím really trying to ask is, Do any of you guys on here hate yourselves as much as I do, and think everyone is better than you like I do?
Do any other guys on here have no confidence like I do?