My case is a little bit out of the ordinary. I'll try to make it as brief as possible....in 2011 I met this girl on facebook through one of my online friends. Actually, I used to be friends with her cousin on facebook so that's how we got to " meet " each other. We hit it off straight away and started " dating" online. We exchanged letters and gifts, everything seemed pretty genuine. She would call me everyday and we'd talk for hours. The problem was that she lives in Canada- the northernmost part.
This " relationship" ( or whatever you choose to call it ) lasted until 2013 which was when she broke up with me. Okay, I suffered a lot, even tried to win her back but I was able to "move on". Last year I finally got back to college and found myself a job. It seemed that I'd finally got back on my feet after years of depression. I even met a few girls, I ended up hooking up with two of them but, unfortunately, nothing serious developed out of that encounter.
It has dawned on me that I've been a pretty lonely person. So, I've made a huge mistake -- I decided to creep on that Canadian girl on fb. I've found out that she has a boyfriend now, she's in college and seems to be doing pretty well. I got hit by a feeling of jealously and wish that it could have been me with her.
I'm not happy at all, guys. All I want from life is a decent and fun girl to be with. But, I've realized that in a few weeks I will go back to my apartment to be all by myself. I have a few friends and none of them ever have time to do anything together. I have to work so hard because I have screwed up so much already -- I have little time to do anything about my social life.
What do I do? I have reached that point in my life that I am not satisfied being on my own anymore. I crave for company. I am 26 yo and it saddens me that I haven't had a sucessful relationship yet -- other than a few hook-ups here and there. If you have read this far, thank you for your time.