Hello everyone! Please forgive my english in french!
- 4 weeks ago I met a girl at my job, she was a cute girl but nothing crazy about it and I admit usualy being attrated too much by beauty :s but not in that case. At firts I wanst interrested bescause his boyfriend broked with her 2 weeks before we met.. After talking/texting with her I saw some potential in her.Finaly she invited me too sleep at her house keep in mind she is 18 years old and i'm 20
. At firts it was only sex friends because I was not too much into her but after 2-3 weeks of seeing each other I was falling for her but she went back with her ex... :( because she told me I was there only for sex... So I had to explain myself too make her understand and I want her as my girlfriend because I feel so good when i'm with her.. She was so lost in her mind between her boyfriend and me wich gave me so much false hope :( Then I called her too here her decsion and she Chose her ex and that decsion destroyed me twice as hard as the firts time and I feel so empty without her not being in my life anymore, like nothing made no more sense too me and I hate being so much emotional but it's stronger than me. I fell so lonely now without her..
Now I have to face her at my job, what can be better than working with the girl you love but for her it's over?! I have to get over this but it's pretty hard to do that.