I'm sorry GMD, that you're having to go through this. Here's something that I use to do, to help me; maybe it'll help you dear. The guys that I use to date, I would write all the good things I liked about them. Then I put them in a shoebox; that I did try to keep out of sight, then I would keep adding to the box. Then, when I did find somebody, I opened the shoebox & a lot of the qualities that I liked about the x's he had. It was weird. It was also my way of trying to help me heal, move on, & keep going. Like I said, it's just a thought, but either way, we're all here for you dear.
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~ Mary Anne Radmacher
Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one. ~ Bruce Lee
That which does not kill us makes us stronger. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche