So...so, guess what.
Last night, I talked to Ian on webcam (we had been talking on Facebook, until he asked me if I had Skype. I do, and he added me, and then requested a webcam conversations) for like an hour. He was making me laugh, showing me pictures of Mars (which, yes, is rather interesting) and we were just talking. I was really nice, and a lot of fun. I kind of got the vibe that he likes me as I like him, but I'm not quite sure. All I can say for sure is that I had a lot of fun talking to him on webcam. I did learn one thing about him...he has the cutest smile I have ever seen.
So yeah. That's what went on last night. I went to bed at midnight, after we logged off and I have not ever slept so well as I did last night. Perhaps this good be a good thing for me...especially if we were to start a relationship. Just...getting to know him is...really helping me heal. Get over my depression. Because it's making me happy, making me laugh. Making me forget about the pain that I feel inside.
Not to mention, talking to him last night really made me realize that I do like him. (You can't go wrong with a guy that makes you laugh.)