so reacently there've been a lot of drama in my life.
before i bitch about it i'll start with just telling a bit about myself.
first of all sorry for typeerrors or weird sentences (english is not my first language)
so i'm a teenagegirl with a lot of problems. atm i think i'm depressed but there's not a docter or something who've confirmed it. i also have problems with angermannegment and i'm very easy to hurt. so all in all i'm very emotional. rn i'm on my third school and i don't have any friends in my class. of course i have friends but a couple of months ago i stopped talking to many of my oldest and closest friends because they were other places in their lives e.g. i started smoking half a year ago and they think that it's the most desgusting thing ever. i get why they would think that, but another thing where we aren't at the same places could be that they think the best way of spending a friday nightis by sitting in a room complaining that no boys want to date them instead of actually going out meeting up with guys. but well about three monhts ago i started hanging out with another group of friends.
and now for the bitching
so i'm from Denmark and i live in the capital. i have a friend called Hilda who is Swedish, and i don't know how/why but apperentlly Swedish people are really exotic in Denmark because basically every boy in Copenhagen (the capital of Denmark) wants to have something with her. and then you probably think "so you're complaining because your friend knows how to flirt and you don't??!!" but the annoying thing is that SHE is annoyed. like, she's the type of person who would say "oh my God it's so annoying that everybody likes me and i could get every boy i want ooooh my life is so hard". and that's not even the drama. the drama is that she has like four guys on the hook rn and she dated one of them for about two days and then broke up and said the relationship went too fast but that guy is also one of my friends so as a good friend i tried to help him. but. i like him. and i can't have something with him because of Hilda. but as a good friend i don't do anything about it. and i just get so angry with her because she keeps saying to me (because i'm kinda the middleman in everything because i know everything and i tell other people because otherwise people wouldn't find out and stuff) she keeps saying to me that MAYBE she want to have a fling with him or something. and she's just keeping him on the hook and because she said that the day before he had another date then he couldn't enjoy it and move on.
another annoying thing about being the middelman with all the gossip is that everybody is friendzoneing me and i keep getting dragged into all this drama and i just want them to kinda leave me alone.
ahaha sorry for writting all over the place but in Denmark it's 01.36 am so i'm tired and i'm going to get 5 hours of sleep
thank you and goodnight o-o