I know it seems hard, and like all is lost. We all feel pain, when losing someone we love, when feeling alone and depressed. It all seems so overwhelming at the time, like there is nothing left ahead.
Truth be told, there is always something ahead. Another day to get through, even if its filled with misery. Emotional pain takes so much longer to heal, and hurts worse than physical pain. I have found I can take a tremendous amount of physical pain, with the hopes of drowning out my emotional suffering. It never does though.
Doctors and especially parents think they know how to help, and the fact they are trying should tell you they care. They care enought to want to help you. Hear them out. Even if you dont want to hear what they have to say, take the time to hear them out. Alleviation from suffereing comes to us in forms not often easily recognizable. It might be a song, or a situation, a passage in a book, or a smile from a stranger. Maybe you will find it here.
This is a place of communication. Here you can say what you feel. You can let it all out, and maybe your words will help someone else. Maybe someone elses words will help you. I am here for you, as are many others.
Why walk the path alone, when you are surrounded by travellers on the same path? We're all looking for something... together, maybe we can find it, or at least comfort each other along the way.
Dont give up yet. The journey is far from over.