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Old 07-10-06, 07:30 AM   #1
 
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I can live anymore...I cant go all the fucking pain of not see him! I dont know what to do...noone can help me everyones tried...doctors and parents in helping it making me worse! I told him i was gonna kill myself. My arms already bloody enough. Pills by my side..i need HELP...PLEASE TRY AND HELP ME!
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Old 07-10-06, 07:49 AM   #2
 
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I know it seems hard, and like all is lost. We all feel pain, when losing someone we love, when feeling alone and depressed. It all seems so overwhelming at the time, like there is nothing left ahead.

Truth be told, there is always something ahead. Another day to get through, even if its filled with misery. Emotional pain takes so much longer to heal, and hurts worse than physical pain. I have found I can take a tremendous amount of physical pain, with the hopes of drowning out my emotional suffering. It never does though.

Doctors and especially parents think they know how to help, and the fact they are trying should tell you they care. They care enought to want to help you. Hear them out. Even if you dont want to hear what they have to say, take the time to hear them out. Alleviation from suffereing comes to us in forms not often easily recognizable. It might be a song, or a situation, a passage in a book, or a smile from a stranger. Maybe you will find it here.

This is a place of communication. Here you can say what you feel. You can let it all out, and maybe your words will help someone else. Maybe someone elses words will help you. I am here for you, as are many others.

Why walk the path alone, when you are surrounded by travellers on the same path? We're all looking for something... together, maybe we can find it, or at least comfort each other along the way.

Dont give up yet. The journey is far from over.
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Old 07-10-06, 08:28 AM   #3
 
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Listen to Adam. He is going through it and totally gets it!!
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Old 07-10-06, 08:30 AM   #4
 
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Everyone has tried to help - doctors and parents...how long has this been? Give us some of the story, if you can.

But please, don't cut anymore. Stay with us and talk.
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Old 07-10-06, 10:30 AM   #5
 
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When I was 10 my dad went overseas....he was suposed to come back but he didnt. my mom wouldent tell me what the hell was goin on. so i locked myself in my room think he had died. on my way to my room i picked up a razor and sat in my room crying silently. watching my blood soak in the carpet. I then went in the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of some meds. I took like 10 and went out side waiting for it to happen...turned out it was my moms so she knew i had taken it. at that time i was half dead so i have no idea what was goin on. she took me to the hospital and they pumped my stomach. they said that if i waited another hour i would have died. i stated crying again scratching my arm. hitting the doctor for savong me! i ran out into the road trying to get hit by a car but the cops send me to a place for suicidal people. After i got out of there i started cutting again. What my mom didnt tell me was that my dad got send somewhere else and that he was fine. She caused me Unbearable emotional suffering. Ive been to that suicidal place 5 times and nothing had worked..they got me on so many freakin meds that they are all just making it worse!
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Old 07-10-06, 10:45 AM   #6
 
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My mother too was a player of mind gmaes, and still does. It makes me crazy, especially when I see how other people have these great relationships with thier parents, and I hardly want to talk to mine. I think thats half the reason why I am socially inept, because my mother messed with my head so much, I could never figure out what was going on for real, and what was relayed to me via her twisted view of the world.

I used to cut and hurt myself. I used to slam my hand in a drawer in frustration and confusion. I would self medicate myself into near comas.

I dont even know why half the time, why was I doing what I was doing?
I still dont really know. I started halond back all me feelings, repressing everything, until it was consuming me.... now I just try to let it out a little at a time.... and coming here has helped.

People are here for you. This is a good place. A place you should come, and put down how you feel, for us to know, and together we can work things out.
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Old 07-18-06, 08:16 AM   #7
 
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hey, I don't know how old you are or anything about you for that matter... but if it means anything to you, I'm 16 and am willing to help anybody. and yeah I'm a cutter too and on medication. just try talking with me sometime okay? sn: so0o Jenn says
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