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Old 04-26-18, 05:45 AM   #1
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It has been one year and 18days since I last heard your voice. I knew the pain you were in and, had been in for the last 20 years. I feel like I failed you. You were the best big brother any guy could ever ask for. You were always there for me even though we were thousands of miles away from each other. It kills me everyday that I wasn’t there for you when you needed me to be. I miss you everyday Wes. My days are filled with what if’s and “how could I have let this happen”. I’m hurting and having a very hard time expressing these feelings to anyone around me because I don’t want them to have to take on the burden of trying to make me feel better because I know it won’t work. Not yet at least. Maybe never. At the beginning I thought it would get easier as time went by, but how wrong I was. It just seems to get harder and more difficult to deal with as the days pass. I’m going to let this go for the evening but will pick back up with you soon. I love you bud.
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Old 06-24-18, 05:35 AM   #2
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Wow, very deep words and feelings.

With time it does get easier to cope. Just know there is no definite time, not 1 year or 5 years or what ever, just time itself.

I do not know the circumstances or the reasons of what happened, but i am sorry, i do hope that one day you will be able to live with a lighter heart. All the best
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