Hi people. My young brother is dead..... he committed suicide last week. He was very positive and humble guy, he had big heart for all. We all lost a big man. I feel nervous and sad until i write this, I am crying as kid because I didn't see and realize his problem early. He was very talented player who promised a lot as a player, but also in life too! Last few months I realized he is worried sometimes but his answer always was because of hard training and the new club, every time he talks don't worry bro, everything will be better. What is sadly, even his girlfriend doesn't knows nothing about this...... she was almost close to him like nobody....... But, my reason why I am here is because of him, YES HIM. His last google search was "Persuade them not to become slaves to their own thoughts, which means that the devil has taken over in their lives." next day we received call about his death. He was aware about everything, but didn't tried to call for help.
After all, message to all young people.... I lost my little brother, my lighter side, my best friend, my only hope. DON'T MAKE SAME MISTAKE AS HIM, looks people. He just was victim of himself psyche people. He had family, girlfriend, money, career, he had everything and lost it for nothing! one wrong thought became his nightmare and killed him.