My friend's ex roommate tried to commit suicide. I think it was 2 years ago.
She (my friend) never really talks about it. Honestly I don't think she cares much. I've never met a guy, and somehow I forgot all about it.
Today I was thinking about him and I met with my friend. I asked her how he was doing. She said he was still in the care facility, unable to eat on his own and in a wheelchair for the rest of his life.
Her facial expressions were strange while she was telling me this. As if she was trying to hide a smile, while telling me about his misery. And lately I notice this a lot in people all around me. I think people are so evil and miserable, that they get happy and feel good about themselves for a minute when someone else is in even worse place.
I pray I don't become like that. I hope I am mistaken about my friend. I am not trying to be judgmental, but just very attentive and observing.