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Old 06-21-06, 09:30 AM   #1
 
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I had the closest group of friends. 6 of us in all. 4 of them died. I cling to the last one as if she were life. 1 O.D.ed and the other 3 committed suicide. One of my friends, Gina, drowned her self. Tanya, drowned herself as well. But Daniel, he was practically my brother. We didn't even knock on each others' doors anymore, we had key to each others homes. He had an abusive father. He would beat Danny so bad, sometimes he couldn't even see out of his left eye. Danny had always said he would find a way out. I thought he meant running away, but I was wrong. I came by his house one morning after promising to come wake him up. I walked in and as usual his dad was past out drunk on the couch. When I opened the door, he was hanging from his ceiling fan. He had been clearly beaten the night before and I could smell marijuana in the air. I was the one who cut him down, with the very knife he used to cut himself (he was a cutter). I hope he finally found what he had been looking for: happiness.
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Old 06-23-06, 07:06 PM   #2
 
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omg i am so sry for your loss. i cant even imagine finding that friend. i know what it is like to lose someone by suicide and i learned something throughout the suicides in my life. Remember wat you felt and just remember that friend you have left. DONT TURN TO UR FRIENDS FATE. trust me i know it's hard but-hold on. im sooooooooo sry- i know wat its like to lose a friend and a family member-which u basically did because that friend was family. o god i wish i could help u cause i know how u feel and i dont want u to turn out like me if havent already-im me if u ever need to-sweetblood321
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Old 06-23-06, 08:37 PM   #3
 
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man, you have been through so much. the loss of your friends is awful. i am so glad you are still here, though. i can't imagine finding a friend who killed himself. i'm sorry for all that you've been through.

the happiness that your friend found left a wake of hurt and pain behind for those who loved him. i am sure he is at peace and that's good.

i don't understand this cutting thing. do people cut to relieve their emotional pain by having physical pain? is it hard to stop?

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Old 06-23-06, 08:38 PM   #4
 
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my uncle roger hung hisself the night i stayed at his house he was only 18 and we were close buddies. i woke up to seeing himhang from the ceiling on the other side of his bedroom and ill never forget the feeling i had when i seen him or the marks. and my other 3 friends were the only people i hung out with and 1 cut their self, another hung their self and the fourth he jumped off hid four wheeler and hit some trees and bled internally i love and miss em all :(
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Old 06-23-06, 08:42 PM   #5
 
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that's so sad. i hope you are healing from the trauma of such great loss in your life.

does your name mean that you cut yourself? i asked someone else on here what that is all about. i don't really understand it.

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May the Good Lord hold your friends in a tight embrace... *Hugs* ... and let me do the same for you...
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To all here that have lost someone to suicide. It is one of the worst pains anyone can ever endure and I am truley sorry that you have to feel that pain. I know because my 16 year old daughter hung herself while on suicide watch on April 11, 2005. She was a cutter for about 6 years prior. She was diagnosed with bipolar at 9 and borderline personality disorder at 12.
Please know that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.
Nothing is worth dying for. The person who completes suicide only dies once. The people left behind die a thousand times.
Take care everyone. Love yourself and everyone close to you. You whole world could change in an instant. I now have to live the rest of my life with many regrets and unanswered questions and the biggest question of all that I will never have answered is WHY?
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To all here that have lost someone to suicide. It is one of the worst pains anyone can ever endure and I am truley sorry that you have to feel that pain. I know because my 16 year old daughter hung herself while on suicide watch on April 11, 2005. She was a cutter for about 6 years prior. She was diagnosed with bipolar at 9 and borderline personality disorder at 12.
Please know that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.
Nothing is worth dying for. The person who completes suicide only dies once. The people left behind die a thousand times.
Take care everyone. Love yourself and everyone close to you. You whole world could change in an instant. I now have to live the rest of my life with many regrets and unanswered questions and the biggest question of all that I will never have answered is WHY?
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To all here that have lost someone to suicide. It is one of the worst pains anyone can ever endure and I am truley sorry that you have to feel that pain. I know because my 16 year old daughter hung herself while on suicide watch on April 11, 2005. She was a cutter for about 6 years prior. She was diagnosed with bipolar at 9 and borderline personality disorder at 12.
Please know that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.
Nothing is worth dying for. The person who completes suicide only dies once. The people left behind die a thousand times.
Take care everyone. Love yourself and everyone close to you. You whole world could change in an instant. I now have to live the rest of my life with many regrets and unanswered questions and the biggest question of all that I will never have answered is WHY?
Love and support to all,
Lynette
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I'm sorry you had to deal with the suicide of your daughter. I hear my mom talk when I read this. I'm 16 as well, and have been thinking about ending my life as well. I wish I could do more to comfort you and make you feel better, but I know that there aren't any words that can take away the pain.
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shadow...i know one thing that would help take away some of the pain...
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