Some of you may remember my posts about 6 months ago, about being gay and having s.a.d and depression.
Latley i do feel more confident. But being gay is seriously dragging me down. I've waited 6 months and still no change Im still depressed about being gay and hate it with a rage like no other. I cant go another 6 months being unhappily gay. I will do something stupid
I don't know any more what i can do. Nothing. I am gay. No matter what people say about how great being gay is, I Will Never believe it or want to be gay. I dont believe in never say never either :(
Thanks for reading this