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Old 03-18-11, 04:54 PM   #1
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Some of you may remember my posts about 6 months ago, about being gay and having s.a.d and depression.

Latley i do feel more confident. But being gay is seriously dragging me down. I've waited 6 months and still no change Im still depressed about being gay and hate it with a rage like no other. I cant go another 6 months being unhappily gay. I will do something stupid

I don't know any more what i can do. Nothing. I am gay. No matter what people say about how great being gay is, I Will Never believe it or want to be gay. I dont believe in never say never either :(

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Old 03-18-11, 05:07 PM   #2
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i don't have much advice for you, but i can say this.

there is nothing wrong with being gay

you are who you are- and it's not your fault
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Old 03-19-11, 09:02 AM   #3
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Gah...

Whenever I read I post like this, it always hits close to home, and it always makes me so frustrated with all of the people out there who say that homosexuality is a choice.

I'm not totally sure what I can say. It's absolutely hell not being comfortable with yourself, I know. I guess my sexuality is one of the few things I've almost always been comfortable with.

I'm not going to say that being gay is great. Being gay is frustrating sometimes. But what is great is accepting yourself. Don't let it drag you down like this. You don't have any control over who you're attracted to.

You are in my thoughts. Be well.
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Old 03-19-11, 03:37 PM   #4
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No there is nothing wrong with being gay and I cant change it. But its simply impossible to cope with it. I've tried everything. Nothing seems to help me cope. :(

Im just going crazy :(
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Have you tried to talk to someone about how you feel face to face? For me, talking to other gay people that feel comfortable being gay has helped. Also, talking about how I feel to my therapist. I still have some work to do, but it is possible to feel better about yourself. I'm sorry it is such a long way there, but it is possible. *hugs*
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Yeah my psychiatrist knows. But it dont make it any easier. It just makes this grim reality more unbearably vivid :( *hug back*.
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I'm sorry it is so hard for you... *hugs*

Have you checked out if there are any gay organizations in your area? Some of them have social meetings, others have hotlines you can call if you need someone to talk to. Might be worth checking out?

What makes it so hard for you? What thoughts go through your mind when you think about you being gay? Maybe write some about it here, talk to us?
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Old 04-07-11, 01:58 PM   #8
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Thank you :)
there are no gay organizations :( if there was I would be soooo scared of going incase someone seen me in there or knew i was going there and find out i was gay

I don't know. everything. So jealouse of straight people. you cant have kids (other than adoption surrogacy etc >:( . The potential bullying. Cant fit in with friends.

I just cant be gay. I would rather die. :( nothing will ever change.
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