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Old 02-05-14, 12:04 PM   #1
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Hi there, i am new to this forum and wanted to introduce myself. I live in South Africa. I have tried to commit suicide so many times i lost count. I really try to work through my abusive past, but the physical scars caused by the abuse keeps me back, i struggle to look at myself as worthy, i feel so alone and worthless. I wish i can just understand why my parents put me through all those years of abuse.

I wish i could move forward and forget what happened, but the flashbacks, nightmares and above all the body memory is making me feel like giving up every day, every minute of every day.

Well, that is me for now.

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Old 02-05-14, 12:56 PM   #2
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Hey there and welcome to TTL, where we will strive to support you in whatever way we can, whenever we can.

I'm sorry to hear what has happened to you, I hope you'll find some support here, but I'm going to carefully try and suggest you to see a therapist because they will help you.
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Old 02-05-14, 01:38 PM   #3
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Hey Multiplegifted welcome.
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and that ball of nervous gets pushed into every crack. Thatís whatís holding the bricks together.


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Old 02-05-14, 02:27 PM   #4
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Hello multiplegifted-

I'm also new to the forum. I've thought about suicide a lot myself and have been to two different hospitals and several shrinks. Group therapy worked the best for me and being introduced to different medications. You should definitely try therapy, it might help heal some of your wounds.

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Old 02-06-14, 02:02 AM   #5
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Hi,
Thank you for all the welcomes. I am seeing a therapist, but she also struggles to find a way to ground me as i have dissociative identity disorder. It is hard, but i do try.
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