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Old 01-19-14, 10:41 PM   #1
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Aye. I decided to come back here. After 4 years of being gone, that is...
They used to call me black roses for short.
My story is sort of long, so to keep it short... I have depression, bulimia, possible borderline personality disorder, and possible bipolar. Tonight I am truly struggling once more... the struggles have been on and off for... 4 years. Around the same time I came here for help, I guess.
I self-harm. And I've attempted suicide several times. And tonight feels like one of those nights...
Thanks for reading.

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Old 01-19-14, 11:23 PM   #2
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Hey blackrosesXbleedinghearts, welcome back.
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Even if our scars donít match thereís no wrong you canít make better if you can figure out a way to change your mind.

And sure thereís things I regret not doing or doing. Those thoughts climb my spine like spiders, and then Iím really the stranger in my own bed,

and that ball of nervous gets pushed into every crack. Thatís whatís holding the bricks together.


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Old 01-19-14, 11:24 PM   #3
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Eh thank you. It is appreciated.
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Old 01-20-14, 12:46 AM   #4
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Welcome back!

It's definitely hard to escape negative feelings sometimes. I usually try to sleep it off and hope I wake up in a more fresh state of mind, or do something to distract me - talking to someone else (about things unrelated to mental illness) can help me to think outside myself for awhile. Or maybe get things off your chest by posting them here. Please don't do anything harmful!

Just think: you were doing better for awhile, and maybe now things have slipped a bit. But if you were able to work hard to get there before, then you can definitely do it again. Feel better!
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I remember that name, blackrosesXbleedinghearts. Welcome back.
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Thank you both kindly.
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